Devastation

Here I sit crying,
Behind the locked door,
Everything is ending,
You lie limp in my arms,
My heart is melting.

Then you come back to me,
Look in my eyes,
And tell me that it isn't easy,
I look down at you,
And say, same for me.

Then your eyes close,
Into sleep you go,
My heart rate slows,
I hold you tight,
I'm not a big fan of those.

I sit there thinking,
Of what's happening,
Listening to your breathing,
How the world is scary,
Now there is no escaping.

We're falling apart at the seams,
Worldly troubles pouring in,
With all of it's extremes,
Filling our safe bubble,
And my heart screams.

No more escape here,
There is troubles now,
In comes fear,
Into our safe bubble,
It's going to disappear.

What am I to do?
It's there anymore,
It's been safe with you,
Hard days,
This got me through.